I miss you so much. Its been sooo long since Ive had internet. D= Ive been at a LEGIT farmers area for so long! I brought my laptop over but I couldnt get a single wireless LOL. It was so sad.
I’ll upload some stuff for you right now, but if it doesnt load in time, i’ll load it tonight hopefully. Im going to my cousins place and since theyre all young with good jobs, they should have internet.. LOL.
If not I love you.
i finially worked the internet at my aunts so I can get on. :D if something happens and I cant get on at my cousins I’ll be on … sunday I think? sunday morning for you. xP
so Im super super tired. right now. Im gonna go crash D= sorry for not making our date, but Im so tired.
Bills mom thinks im getting a heatstroke, since i feel nauseated, have a headache, and want to barf. I actually did barf after lunch in a mall that looks soo clean and nice. I felt bad I barfed.
Then I went to get my hair done, and it took me like 2 hrs. It was weird. Like they permed it, then they straightened it for like an hr… it was such a careful straightening method. I mean, it was intense. THEN THEY CONDITIONED IT. Im like, O___o you just spent a good part of an hr to straighten my hair, then you condition it? and theyre like, yeah, it keeps the style much better. So I have sexy hair now.
Then after that, we went to a fucking amazing seafood restraunt. I wish i brought my cam/phone with me, but I left it in the car and I couldnt get anything. but its amazing. Like, it sits on the mountain side in a cave, and its like 865487548745 feet over the yangtze river. It was a PRO restraunt IN A CAVE. Took my breath away.
Lol. I had to pee twice today… and omfg. I had to pee in a hole on the ground… -_- holy shit. then the washroom in the hairsalon had no tissue or sink or soap… LOL when I barfed in the mall, there was barely any water and no soap… seriously… D=
I fell asleep int he car… so im gonna go to bed right now… Im sorry i couldnt keep our date. How about i take a nap and get on at 5 am? maybe there’ll be an ethernet cable long enough to go to my room. I think its only like 5 m or something… but like yeah.
Im gonna crash now, and set my alarm at 5. Please be on.
Oh, I cant text you because this is a fucking dailup… sorry boo. =( I have internet but I HAVE to be connected.
Like im so paranoid everywhere I go, i check for internet and try to text you… about how muchI love you. and thats alot.
my eyelids are drooping. Im gonna go sleep. talk to you at 5 =] please be on.
I love you. I had wanted to be able to get on the internet for you, baby. But it turns out I cant… I mean. I dunno wtf this is, but the internet only works for 2 laptops in this fucking place. Bill’s dad’s and this one in his office.
So Im updating tumblr to tell you I cant be on… I havent figured out how. but rest assured, when I do, you’ll be the fucking first person i tell.
I love you. I miss you.
I really do miss you.
We’ve been trying to get over jetlag by staying awake and only sleeping during regular times.
I dunno how well this will fucking work. I mean, I had wanted to talk to you so badly.
I hope your job hunt is going well, youve been working out hard and that you havent missed me that much.
Even tho I do miss you, and I miss home, and bleach and everything.
Btw, this internet is a dailup… LOL.
I miss you <3
Heres to hoping that the next place I live at will have internet that is accessable.
I had a fucking awesome dream last night… well this morning before I woke up. I recorded it as a voice memo on my iphone so id rmbr it. brb, lemme listen!
" I had a dream today… that I was an undercover spy in russia with 3 or 4 other people, and I landed in a plane beside a shool in the snow, and we invaded the school undercover, i brought sushi for lunch for some reason… and I was looking for soysauce for a long ass time. The first time we landed, we made a lot of noise, right? so i rmbr seeing a shitload of asians come outta the school and try to fight us or something, kungfu style and shit, i looked at them and was like trying to be all cute and their friends and shit, and i was all like, OMG IS RUSSIA AN ASIAN PLACE?! IS THE SCHOOL ASIAN? and i started to explain that i came from an asian school blah blah blah. and they all started to like me, which was the point since MY part of the invasian was to get their trust. and then, we didnt have a place to stay overnight, so me and my friends tried to blend it and shit and obviously, i had friends and i think two of them were the two black guys from fast five. so me them and this chick, whos blond, was walking around the school trying to find secret documents. For some reason, all around the school, there were dropboxes with yellow paper that said that the police would take whatever was in the boxes for safe keeping, and everyone trusted them. So for the night, we spent it in the washroom, which was beautiful as hell. The blond chick who was with me got picked up by a sorority chick, who was a suspicious undercover police officer. The sorority chick got my blond chick all drunk at a party and then drove her back. The sorority chick was fucking smart, cuz she tried to time the drive back to school with the same landing of our same plane at the same time to try to get her to drunkenly confess, but me and my friends trusted that the blond chick wouldnt spill our mission. AND MY DREAM ENDED LIKE A TEEVEE SHOW, RIGHT BEFORE THE GOOD PART. "
Lol. I had to write all that while listening to my voicemail, and omg it all came back to me. Gosh im such a pro dreamer.
anyways, so i woke up early today to get to class ontime, and i started to cook food (grilled cheese sammich) but I left the sammich part too long on the pan and it BURNED BOTH MY LOAFS OF BREAD. !!! And it set off the fire alarm for the longest fucking time. Like we have three or four in the basement, right and the one right by the kitchen and the one in the room kept going off. Even after I finished, the one in my room wouldnt stop. In the end, I hushed it since i got tired of trying to blow on it with my notebook.
Then I went to physics… OMFG it was my last lecture!!!! and guess what happens at like 10 something? THE FUCKING FIRE ALARMS WENT OFF. LIKE WTF. so much fire going on in my life today… (when i was cooking dinner, the fire alarm upstairs went off)
Then I had my physics lab, it wasnt anything. Just my last lab… nbd :] Then I watched bleach studied physics til now and I will watch one more episode of bleach go study some more physics since I always never procrasinate!!!!
Lol !!! I love you so much.
You have no idea how much I missed your lovely booboo voice. D:
Okay, so I didnt do anything today. I woke up with weird and realistic dreams about bleach. Im at ep 78… and I havent been able to give physics a serious thought. I need pressure to be able to study… PRESSURE!
I’ve missed you so much, you have no idea how much. D= Lol. Im technically cheating since today is the 14th, but I got carried away with some studying and some bleach. I mean I was supposed to read 4 chapters of physics and 4 more tmr so I can do practice on wed, but Im behind ! I only read one and watched so much bleachhh. Ugh, im so hopeless.
I also hope you’re enjoying your cruise. remember to take lots of pictures and wear lots of sunscreen, I dunt want to come back looking all burnt like last time when you went to south carolina =D teehee.
So I woke up today with a weird as fuck dream. In it, you called me and told me about everything you did in your cruise (but in my dream, i kept telling myself you couldnt cuz you dunt have your phone, but w/e). And I was so jelly I wanted to go on my own cruise, so I got a bunch of friends (they were all pirates from one piece) and we got a boat and sailed. LOL ! Weird, huh. But the only thing I rmbr doing on my fake cruise was go bungee jumping down sails with chains instead of a bungee cord.
Haha. That just goes to show how much i missed you.
I didnt do anything to day. I didnt even leave my house. I watched mad bleach (im on like episode 60) and i tried to do some physics, but its 945 and i havent even opened my physics textbook… *le sigh* I hope I do okay this thursday.
I just realised that when you come back, I’d be finished my exam and really free for the summer~ yayaaa~
But it feels really weird that you;re not here to procrasinate me while I study… D=
man, its only been day #2 but I miss you so much already. !
Today is the first day in forever that you havent said anything to me. Last time that had happened, I worried sick about you, thinking you got into an accident. Remember that time? Huge snow storm and you didnt call me and I thought something happened to you, so I spamm called you like 50 times.
Omg, I’m flipping out, so upset! I miss you so badly. What am I going to do without you? I miss you so hard. D= I should be studying for my final on thurs, but I cant be fucked. I think Ima do it tmr!
Okay, so today, I went to Toronto cuz my sister had eye exam ( I think I kinda need new glasses too, but I dont want :3 ). So I picked up my contacts at pmall. We (me and fam) always know that my visa wasnt picked up by bills mom, cuz their family just got a new house and theyre renovating it. So they were too busy. So I was like, why not just pick it up ourselves, right?
WRONG! Bills fucking mom was unable to be reached cuz she was out… okay i expected that, but Bill was out having lunch with like, Janice and Nick, two of our buddies. I called him and he was like, wanna join us? Im like… Wait, cant you just go home and give this visa to me ? I dont think he understand how important this shit is to me… I mean, I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GO TO CHINA…Rich people are such snobs. D=
So I failed that today, and then i came home and watched a shit load of bleach. I also need a new online episode website… shit is so unrealiable… D: I spent like hours trying to find a good place to watch Pretty Little Liars… D=
Anyways, I also left you a vm, but your new phone records such short vms… I know i cant leave you a dirty one in under 2 minutes. =3
But anyways, I hope you had loads of fun, put on loads of sunscreen and didn’t vent your pent up sexual frustration on your buddy Omar!
Ohai there, sexpot. I missed you alot since my internet has been cut. D= I couldnt wait another day to talk to you so i thought I should post on my blog. =]
I missed you to pieces and cant wait til you get your gift. =] I wish you didnt know what it is, but you do. D= What a boobie.
So I know you’re still mad at me, and you dunt want to be all cuddly with me, cause you still think things are going to change when I leave for 3 months, but its not! I promise you, cross my heart and hope to die, that me and you will never break apart and die! D=
I love you way too much to let you go. and i would never ever let you go, you know me well enough to know that I would never give you up, give us up. I want us til the end.
Us til the end.
I like that =] It sounds good. Like my first name next to your last name. Or Dr. Tran. Teehee.
I’d like to be doctor tran. :] And have you introduce me to people as your wife. :]
I can’t wait to be with you. I promise you that even if I cant talk to you everyday, I’ll update my blog … (with that 12 hr difference) and load it up with pictures of budda and mountains and chinese relatives that you’ll have to rmbr the names of so when we go visit them in china together, you can rmbrr them. =]
And plus its a good impression you give them if you rmbr and then they wont hate you as much for being vietnamese… =3
Im so stressed right now, I just wanna drop down and DIE. Im fucking serious. I cant seem to do anything right. And everything I do… JUST SCREWS UP.
AHH. I DUNT KNOW ANYTHING BEAR. IM SO FUCKED. RIGHT NOW. JUST FUCKED. STRAIGHT UP. I THOUGHT I KNOW SHIT, BUT WHEN I GO DOWN AND ACTUALLY DO IT, IM NOT GETTING ANYWHERE NEAR AS GOOD AS I USED TO. FUUUCK MY FUCKING LIFE.
Baby, Im not cut out for medschool. I cant even make a decent 80 in first year chem. how the hell am i supposed to compete with smartass keeners and their high as fuck GPA? I thought fucking hell i was smart, but fuck no, Im no where NEAR THEM FUCKERS.
Ugh. I just want this to be OVER. O.V.E.R.
I know I should be studying instead of going on TUMBLR but i need a fucking break from my fucking acid base kinetics organics SHIT. I fucking HATE those things. HATE HATE HATEEE. DPFIJWEFIPDFJIPEDFKJEIPWFJEUIPDFJKFIEJDK
And I wanna say it to you so badly. To hear you say it back. I wanna be there for your day. I wanna make it special for you. I wanna walk by your side, and have you look at me, and say wow. I wanna kiss you. I wanna be with you.
I wanted to see you so badly. I wanted to make it work. Im sorry I didnt think of this sooner, but I didn’t know. I gave up on being with you, thats why I told you not to buy the ticket. I gave up.
But then this happened. It fired me up again, gave me hope. And at the time of my stress, I needed the hope. I guess I was a little disappointed with it. I wanted it to be a “wow! really!” moment, but the way you reacted made me feel like I shoulda thought of this sooner.
Why do I have to always be the one working for it? Can’t you care a little bit too? Tell me I have something to look forward to, and it’ll help me through this painful time. Tell me I can look forward to seeing you. Tell me I can look forward to being with you, makeup and hair all shimmery.
Tell me I can look forward to prom a second time. But this time better than last. Because I’ll be with you.
I dunt know how long I can deal with having such an inconsiderate little bitch in the same room as me.
Today, she set her alarm for 7. And she didnt turn it off. I asked her politely to turn it off, and she said, get this, ” You were being inconsiderate last night by having your reading light on. So too bad. “
Im like, ARE YOU SERIOUS. I HAVE MY LIGHT ON. NOT MY RADIO. ITS NOT THE SAME FUCKING THING.
I wanan slap that bitch so fucking hard.
I hope your days better. I got like 4 hrs of sleep. I thinmk im gonna go back to sleep. -_-
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Okay, Im just kidding. (kind of… maybeh) But like I miss you, and I love you. AND I GOT A PHONE CARD !
And I know its valentines day, but Im eating dinner with my friends at a vegetarian place… so I may be a little tiny bit late…I’d try not to be, but, I love youuu. I’ll call you when Im back, or call me when you’re back so I can come back to my dorm and call you !
OH, and uhh, I borrowed a computer from the library… so I have a temp laptop for 4 hours… I’ll see if I can download skype on this and skype you til 10.. Maybeh… At least I can now watch how i met your mother with you :D
Well, Im gonna do my bio before the dinner… I love you. I miss you. Happy valentines day, my valentine <3
So… i have a bigggggggggggggg problem… and its SHIT.
You know how i told you my computer is screwed up? Well, ITS BEING SCREWED UP x2. Omggg. I cant turn it on anymore. Im so upset, and sad, and im gonna strangle someone… I dunt know what to do…
I guess I can still do my work and stuff, but im gonna be so bored, not being able to watch jersey shore and pretty little liars, and gossip girl. and stuff. Haha, Im on a GINORMOUS mac doing my communications assignment… gosh, im so sad. Appearntly, my LED converter shit is busted, so I gotta get that fixed… so i need to call my dad… >.> This is such a piss off, I dunt know how im gonna survive not watching how I met yourmother with you and skype-ing you and stuff…
Ugh, I love you so much… I miss you. Please read this and forgive me for not coming on. D:
So its 3am, and Im about to go to sleep… I was awake cuz I was trying to finish my behavioral neurosci online lecture, but i gave up… honestly, this shit is supposedly only 30 minutes long, but it took me this whole NIGHT to do it… more than 3 hrs! No LIE!
I get bored in the middle of my lectures… so I procrasinate some before going back to my lectures… I saw the superbowl commercials, they were funneh. I liked the rack one you saw, and this one about the tires… or beaver saving the dood and stuff. It was awesome.
But while procrasinating, i saw some pretty funny stuff… like this picture on fb. Lol my friend has this picture hanging on her door, and we lol everytime we pass it.
Anyways, im gonna go brush my teeth and go to sleep. Im tired as fuck. I love you. Im feeling really kinda down, i wanted to write on this blog about why I was feeling down, but I couldnt get the words out and instead what came out was just what i did… ugh, maybe i’ll try again tmr, and get some epiphany or something out of it…
It’s 1:30am, and Im debating calling you, I dunt think i will, im kind of tired and i procrasinated ALOT this whole day. I was supposed to be done my bio but stupid rd and her friends… MULTITUDE OF GUY FRIENDS THAT DUNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT SCHOOL… -_-
But what i really wanted to tell you is this.
I love you.
Im sorry I sounded mean and stuff today… I was just a little frustrated that you weren’t taking your future seriously… and that you werent worried about it ONE bit. =( I worry about you, and I would HATE HATE HATE to have to see you struggle at any point in your life, or to see you regret doing something that you couldve totally prevented.
I dunt know, I just feel like you’re taking your life way to seriously… i mean, i love you and and you’re my everything, a nd i feel like I should always, always prevent anything from bad from happening to you that i can prevent, yaknow.
and i did sound mean, im sorry. I love you
All I want is the best for my baby… I would love to be your support, but right now, i cant. I would love to be there for you when y ou go thro hardships in your life, but i cant.
i love you. and i miss you. i need you.
I guess im kind of scared to see you in any other position other than being my superman. because if you ever met kryptonite, whos going to be super for me? D:
i love you.
and im not doubting you. i rmbr when my mom would doubt me and i would hate it. so no, i would never doubt you.
Okay, so today is the day before my birthday! and Im excited… kinda. Im trying to study for my chem test, and RD is just being a big fat, ugly bitch.
I woke up at 3am this morning to RD returning home from the club… i distinctly wanted 9 HOURS of SLEEP. but I quickly get over her opening the door and w/e and go back to sleep. I wake up 30 minutes later to her TALKING ON THE PHONE.
I SWEAR THE LAST TIME YOU CALLED ME I LEFT THE ROOM.
ITS FUCKING COMMON COURTESY TO NOT TALK AT 330AM WHEN YOU HAVE A FUCKING ROOMMATE. Stupid insensitive bitch. Now shes watching a movie without headphones on when she fully knows im trying to study.
My anxiety about this chem test is slowly overriding the fact that i dunt want to talk to that fucker.
Ugh, im gonna go study in my friends room. Fuck this shit.
OH, i have a chem test at 7pm, and its gonna be 100minutes… so i’ll be back like, 9ish? Gotta get food too. =D Love you.
This question, boo, is for serious. In my online quiz, there a HUGE picture of the energizer bunny beating its energizer drum.
Cracked me up… :D
The Energizer Bunny is known to keep on going, and going and going, but he/she does so more slowly as a function of age. The speed at which he/she travels, v, in units of m/s, has been well documented over many generations of Energizer Bunnies to follow the relation
where v0is the Bunny’s speed at the moment of his/her birth and t is the bunny’s age in years.
At what age (t) will the bunny be “going” (or rather not “going”) at a speed of 0 m/s. (That is solve for t when v = 0).
The real answer is: This answer does not exsist (meaning the energizer bunny will never reach 0 m/s because ln(0) does not exists. Incase you were wondering. =D
So, today, I googled your area for any news regarding why you’re not answering me. To be completely honest, I was checking whether or not you were in a serious accident - i figured something like that would be reported in the local newspaper.
I called you a couple of times today as well. Im still a lost little puppy who has no idea what she is doing without you.
When I read the news, I realised that your area has some freak snowstorms - almost a high as mine… and your schools been closed for 2 days. So Im hoping and praying that you’re okay, and that your internet and signal will be back on soon so you can call me. And tell me you;re okay. And then I can get on with my life.
I miss you.
I love you.
When you’re gone, i finally realise what I am without you - nothing.
Damn, what. Its december, and I havent sent your shit. Infact, I havent even worked on your card. Fuck my life. I fucking hate how stressed and pressed for time I am.
Ugh, I love you so much and I miss you. I sleep so much, I dunt think its right… in psychology… i learnt that depressed people sleep irregularly… hmm. Nah, I kid, Im not depressed. Well maybe a little, because I dunt get to talk to you nearly as much Im used to…
i missed you. :]
But other than that, I found something that i thought was pretty cool. :D
its called ” Elevator Etiquette” and im studying this guy named Asch, who studied how other people influenced you in terms of behavior and that is clearly not right and normal, and why you do things that isnt normal.
Its called the Normative function - meaning people do weird things that dunt make sense to fit it and not be rejected… its pretty hilarious. :D